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Before the Damage
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Before the Damage was released on October 2, 2026 by NostalgicVibez as a part of the album The Observer
October 2, 2026
LabelNostalgicVibez
LanguageEnglish
BPM107
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

Music Video

Music Video

Lyrics

I wish you could have met me before the damage
Before I learned to brace for love like it's a disadvantage
Before the exits, before the scar tissue
I wish you could have met me before all the things
That made me difficult to hold on to
There was a version that didn't check your tone for safety signals
Didn't read the pause before your answer
For the things that people signal
When they're pulling back
That version hadn't learned the translation yet
She'd have loved you loud and clean without the ongoing threat
Assessment running in the background every time you're kind
That version didn't know that kind concern
Didn't have the kind of mind
That builds an exit route before it's even needed
She'd have stayed the whole night easy
She'd have never second-guessed the sweetest
And I'm not broken
I wanna be clear about that before I say the rest
I'm just the version that came through the other side
Slightly compressed
I wish you could have met me before the damage
Before I learned to brace for love like it's a disadvantage
Before the exits, before the scar tissue
I wish you could have met me before all the things
That made me difficult to hold on to
(Difficult, difficult to hold on to)
(Before the damage)
The thing about the damage is it also built some things I like
The patience, the precision, the ability to read the light
Shifting in a room before the shift becomes a weather system
The knowing when to hold and when to let it run its rhythm
But I'd trade some of the knowing for
The version before it was required
I'd trade some of the careful for the openness before I got tired
Of being surprised by how love ends
I'd go back and arrive at you before the exits
Maybe we'd have had a better chance to thrive
And I'm not blaming anyone
I wanna be clear about that part
I'm just presenting you with what was left of the original heart
I wish you could have met me before the damage
Before I learned to brace for love like it's a disadvantage
Before the exits, before the scar tissue
I wish you could have met me before all the things
That made me difficult to hold on to
(Difficult, difficult to hold on to)
(Before the damage)
But you met me now
And now is what I have to give you
And now is all the damage
And all the things the damage left behind
And I'm hoping that the now version
Is enough for the before version
That you can see her in there
Past the careful, past the brace
Past the scar
She's in here still
She just comes with context now
She just comes with all the things
That taught her how to wait
You met me after the damage
And I'm choosing to offer what I have now
Exits and scar tissue and all
You met me here and here might be enough
(Here might, here might, here might be enough)
(Difficult, difficult to hold on to)
(Before the damage, before the damage)
This is what's left
It's enough
Written by: ZARA MARTINS

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