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LOCKED WINDOW
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LOCKED WINDOW was released on October 5, 2026 by 12657108 Records DK as a part of the album Repeat Offender
October 5, 2026
Label12657108 Records DK
LanguageEnglish
BPM
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

Lyrics

Counted the same four walls since June
Traced the crack in the ceiling like a tune I know too well
Mama thinks I'm resting, resting means I'm safe
But safe just means the same day on repeat
Haven't opened the blinds since the spring
Haven't let a single stranger in
Had a friend try to visit, couldn't let her stay
On her way out, I locked it, watched her walk away
Yeah, I locked it, told myself it's fine
Once was enough to remind me why
This house can't hold me, but I can't let it go, oh, no
I want the outside, but I don't wanna know, oh-oh
This house can't hold me, but I keep the door closed
It's the only shape of safe that I know
Every birthday, one more year inside
I can barely picture what the sun feels like
Maybe I should think about the girl I used to be
Somewhere past this window, waiting to be free
I've been getting good at staying still
Told my legs to want the walk, but they never will
At least the quiet doesn't ask me to explain
I keep thinking 'bout tomorrow, but today's the same
Yeah, I locked it, told myself it's fine
Wanting out is not the same as trying
This house can't hold me, but I can't let it go, oh, no
I want the outside, but I don't wanna know, oh-oh
This house can't hold me, but I keep the door closed
It's the only shape of safe that I know
Did I build these walls too well?
Now I know what they became
Locked myself so far in
I forgot my own name
How'd it get so small in here?
Just these same four walls
Same four walls
Mm.. same four walls
Mm-mm.. same four walls
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