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Not Today
album cover
Not Today was released on October 8, 2026 by AJ as a part of the album Solarize
October 8, 2026
LabelAJ
LanguageEnglish
BPM66
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

Lyrics

Not Today
They said they gonna end up beside me
Woke from the dream, it surprised me
Balcony nights, lighter ignite me
Style got changed, smoking
I don’t believe if someone says they stay
Everybody fucks off, just not today
This heart locked up, wrapped in pain
Built its own walls, overcome to fade
Don’t know my birthdaaaay
Lost in years
Days faaade
Don’t know my birthdaaay
Faces changed
But in my head
Mind still mine, at least I hold the wheel
Rhymes don’t come, I just made a deal
I know one day they will wait online
Every punch turns me to headline
They saw me alright, without an action
Look calm outside, inside malfunction
Feelings don’t rip skin, they stay contained
My instability feels staged, replayed
Weird voices back of my head
Saying, bitch, motherfuckers all are same
But the heart in chest still overthink
Searching for a drop in the heat
They lied
I shine when everywhere is dark
Since my lighter fades out
Night shouts, they all gonna gone
And you gonna hold them up in your heart
Let them fuck off, just us
I said, who’s us?
Us is you and me
And who else does AJ love?
Not that type of love which that ends when fucks
Not that type of love we fake to just be calm
Not that type of love
NOT THAT TYPE, HA?
The way I love us
Is what I meant of LOVE
Fuck, we all now got cleaned of feelings
We all…
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