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sorry susie
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sorry susie was released on October 31, 2026 by 40hz.prod as a part of the album horror stories
ReleasedOctober 31, 2026
Label40hz.prod
LanguageEnglish
BPM
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

Lyrics

Did you say goodbye? Did you hold them close?
Now somebody died, did you even know?
When he left
There was just a note
I'd read when it said
But it's already soaked in red
This a song about some kid I can't identify
Every time talking to him'd always be a nevermind
Treasure blind, saw the map but never where the X's lie
Section five to seven in my sketches while the seconds fly
Always been the quiet kid in need of someone else
Say that sadness doesn't happen 'less you weeping out the shell
When pigs fly, well he's already freezing down in hell
It's a cold ass day when you keeping to yourself
He needed another reason to be breathing way he felt
Got a demon keeping secrets, on his knees begging for help
Til he's bleeding no conceding just the grievance on his cell
Unrewarded for proceeds ain't even reaping what's he's dealt
Go through life ain't really thriving
He's less alive, more surviving
If you can dance you can jive, then they think that means you can liven up
What is suicidal?
When people don't feel alive enough they get tired of waiting
Then pick and choose when their time'll come
They get tired of waiting then pick and choose when their time'll come
Stressed out, nothing like life getting too much
Got the whole family in the business like it's Blue Bloods
But nope, that splatter is definitely red
The only business what we minded while they partied over two bucks
Oh dear, no I meant no deer in the equation
Just go cheer, fuck it no fear, what people saying?
Is what he's saying to his own mirror, to leave and break it
Got cold beers, is the coast clear to sneak away with?
Running out of patience, three days with no medication
Awakened bout every day, imaginate some dedication
Any time they look away he levitates the elevation
If it's shocking he's inebriated, lower expectations
That night he was eating dinner while high and low as a sinner
His parents noticed and scolded him, went to his room with shivers
To this day I wish the ending was sweet, but it's only bitter
Pulled the trigger, heard the shot, but just called him a fucking quitter
Wish I couldn't tell the story, wish I never knew
Wish I noticed and prevented what you set to do
But I didn't, ever since the days been interludes
Now I'm seeing life for what it is, and seeing less of you
To his dad, I hope you rot inside a prison cell
The deadbeat never even talked, all you did was yell
Honestly, I wish you had the decency to walk out
They'd be better off if you were picking up some shit from shell
To his mom, I think you need help of your own
With the substances, he probably just started to feel at home
Only constant is yelling 'cause mommy won't get out of bed
And now her son is fucking dead so she might as well overdose
To his little sister
Just know it wasn't your fault
You're the only person alive who he wanted to see evolve
From the couple times that we talked, found the thing that could keep him calm
Was a family picture cropped so it didn't have dad or mom
And I think that you should know
That I found a bloody note
By his body, couldn't read 'cause it was covered in him, soaked
But the last line on it barely legibly wrote
Sorry Susie, wish that I could take you with me when I go
Written by: Se bo

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