Syndrome

I take a deep breath the smell might get me high You get fucked up just to get by I sleep all day 'cause I can't open my eyes You passed it all away and never said goodbye The strength I find I find on the inside (and I will not) And I will not apologize We are so scared of what's around the corner That's why we try to destroy the order Chaos won't let us see what's coming around the bend The journey's more important than the end The strength I find I find on the inside (and I will not) And I will not apologize for my prize (you didn't know) I guess you didn't know It's not a weakness It's just my syndrome You will never know the depth of my syndrome You will never know the depth of my syndrome (Why do we try to die?) Syndrome (Why do we try to die?) Syndrome The pills will make it go away Depression is my only friend I'm never getting better And I don't want to anyway The strength I find I find on the inside (and I will not) And I will not apologize for my prize (and you don't know) The angels are calling me home (you didn't know) I guess you didn't know It's not a weakness It's just my syndrome Why do we try to die all the time? Isn't it just enough to be alive?