Kill Myself

I'm gonna clean the house I'm gonna fix the fence In my final hours I'm gonna tie up these loose ends I won't leave a note For anyone to find Tomorrow they'll know What I've done here tonight The drastic steps I've taken Are just an act of desperation I knew no one would miss me so what the hell I fought alot I drank to much Hurt everyone I've ever touched And just how much I hurt you it's hard to tell This is not some cry for help It's good by, I wish you well Because I love you... I'm gonna kill myself. Now who is that In my easy chair Now wait a minute That's the old me sittin there And I thank god The devil in me died Cause I stand before you now A man changed and alive The drastic steps I've take Are just an act of desperation I knew no one would miss me so what the hell I fought alot I drank to much Hurt everyone I've ever touched And just how much I hurt you it's hard to tell This is not some cry for help It's good bye, I wish you well Because I love you... I had to kill myself. I'm gonna clean the house I'm gonna fix that fence In my final hours Gonna tie up these loose ends.