Returning the Smile You Have Had from the Start

You wanted to know if If it was worth the pain that it has caused us. Both our lives - subtract one life To know why it was you deserved this As simple as I can I'll tell you the difference Between a pencil and a pen And where it will leave us now As your body lets you die, And I sit here still alive In my memory I wrote you down in ink I never wanted to erase your story Even with the tragedy it brings The fluid in your lungs That tells you you're losing, stop breathing The medicine that comes will fix you Will help you but takes you from conscious to sleep Place my hands to face and weep In my memory I wrote you down in ink I never wanted to erase your story Even with the tragedy it brings Something beautiful Something torn from my hands I'm not ready for you to die (I can't leave here like this, get away from her) This day will end with a life complete (That is not all that she was. I don't want to say goodbye yet) This day will end with a life complete My closest friend here in front of me You wanted to know if If it was worth the pain that it has caused us. Both our lives - subtract one life To know why it was you deserved this