Iodine

I say I wanna be healthy, but I turn up the noise The IV drips a steady stream of poison I think I'm just in love with the feeling Break my bones so I can feel them healing "Crazy" is, I believe, the medical term When we wanna recover, but we don't wanna learn Keep breaking what's been fixed a thousand times And gimme some more of that iodine I can't make reality connect I push 'till I have nothing left But if we want to wake up Why we still singing these lullabies? I'll run in circles 'till I crash One day these steps will be my last But if we want to wake up Why we still singing these lullabies? I say I wanna be happy, but I quickly forget Will I sabotage all the good I've got left? Depression's like a big fur coat It's made of dead things but it keeps me warm "Crazy" is, I believe, the medical term When we wanna recover, but we don't wanna learn Keep breaking what's been fixed a thousand times And gimme some more of that iodine I can't make reality connect I push 'till I have nothing left But if we want to wake up Why we still singing these lullabies? I'll run in circles 'till I crash One day these steps will be my last But if we want to wake up Why we still singing these lullabies? I don't like pain, but I bring it to life I don't like scars, but I'm good with the knife I don't like tears when I'm starting to cry And then I realize I'm destroying my life I do this to myself I do this to myself Stop blaming someone else We do this to ourselves I can't make reality connect I push 'till I have nothing left But if we want to wake up Why we still singing these lullabies? I'll run in circles 'till I crash One day these steps will be my last But if we want to wake up Why we still singing these lullabies? So if we want to wake up Why we still singing these (why we still singing these lullabies?)