Breathing

Eyes are feeling heavy but they never seem to close The fan blades on the ceiling spin, but the air is never cold And even though you're next to me, I still feel so alone I just can't give you anything for you to call your own And I can feel you breathing And it's keeping me awake Can you feel it beating? My heart's sinking like a weight Something I've been keeping locked away behind my lips I can feel it breaking free with each and every kiss I couldn't bear to hurt you, but it's all so different now Things that I was sure of, they have filled me up with doubt And I can feel you breathing And it's keeping me awake Can you feel it beating? My heart's sinking like a weight I can feel you breathing It's keeping me awake Couldn't stop my heart, it's always beating Sinking like a weight How am I supposed to feel about the things I've done? I don't know if I should stay or turn around and run I know that I hurt you, things will never be the same The only love I ever knew, I threw it all away And I can feel you breathing And it's keeping me awake Can you feel it beating? My heart's sinking like a weight I can feel you breathing It's keeping me awake Couldn't stop my heart, it's always beating Sinking like a weight