ANX (feat. Prof)

The best stories have always connected people from around the world A convict in my own body Crazy's what they think about me Odds what they call me I can feel the pressure in my chest push down on me Nervous system vibration so uncomfortable and disarming Man, he's so chill Never talks too much he looks so peaceful in his ways You turn him inside out you see the beast is on display And the prayers on repeat in the brain, no fair, no contest In the game that's lost over and over again my friend Chronic is the way to explain intensity and velocity Feelings keep accosting me Like a young bully in a dark alley with misdirected animosity Most friends can't comprehend your plight Which isolates me further inward to make a harder fight I swing my right hand then my left Trying to catch my sanity and my breath Sometimes I can't stand to be me, that's just a fact ANX my anthrax and yet a blessing in disguise To help me open up my inner eyes (eyes) I'ma feel these feelings But I swear I'll never let them take me over (yeah) Yeah it hurts for a minute But I take it to the limit, I'm a soldier (yeah) I'ma feel these feelings But I swear I'll never let them take me over (yeah) Yeah it hurts for a minute But I take it to the limit I'm a soldier (yeah) I'm a fortunate one, a fortunate one (one) I'm a fortunate one (one), a fortunate one (one) I'm a fortunate one (one), a fortunate one (one) I'm a fortunate one (one), a fortunate one (one) We don't come into this world knowin' all, growin' backwards If we never faced struggle in the bubble well that's a curse My nerves stirred worse Drinking numb numb juice to quench thirst What they call it liquid courage for? When after it's over you're weaker than before Your power got to reach you at the source Build it up like blocks little boys In a box with many locks, a few keys Relearning how to breathe maybe a very basic tool to set you free Now fly like an eagle I'm dropping all this baggage Gonna ride like a Regal 'Cause I don't like not being Controller of my destiny in charge of my feelings Anxiety, stress, panic, depressed Can you make it past that? Yes! I'ma feel these feelings But I swear I'll never let them take me over (yeah) Yeah it hurts for a minute But I take it to the limit, I'm a soldier (yeah) I'ma feel these feelings But I swear I'll never let them take me over (yeah) Yeah it hurts for a minute But I take it to the limit I'm a soldier (yeah) I'm a fortunate one, a fortunate one (one) I'm a fortunate one (one), a fortunate one (one) I'm a fortunate one (one), a fortunate one (one) I'm a fortunate one (one), a fortunate one (one) Can't get away, it's like I'm froze in time How people find their happiness, it blows my mind I'm not easily confused But I'm not easily amused either Back broke, knee blown out, hold tight People looking at me like I'm on the wrong flight Put on my clown face, swallow down a cinder block Anxiety biting me whether if it's win or not I know everybody but I don't know anybody Anybody out there? Tell me who do really love me I'm an astronaut lost in space Sittin' here, touching myself like I've lost my face I haven't seen green leaves on a tree in a grip It's grey outside and it smells like piss But I'm a Samsonite man, gotta keep it rollin' on Mama didn't raise no bitch, so I soldier on I'ma feel these feelings but I swear I'll never let them take me over Yeah it hurts for a minute, but I take it to the limit, I'm a soldier I'ma feel these feelings but I swear I'll never let them take me over Yeah it hurts for a minute, but I take it to the limit I'm a soldier I'm a fortunate one (one), a fortunate one (one) I'm a fortunate one (one), a fortunate one (one) I'm a fortunate one (one), a fortunate one (one) I'm a fortunate one (one), a fortunate one