Waking Up

God, where are you now? I called you like you wanted And now you're all I've got Regardless of my doubt And where did you go? Why'd you take her along with you? To see you laying there I remain emotionless and afraid It's the fight in me But still you remain there the same If you'd ask, you could save me But you're wearing me out Then one day, she fell asleep I remember when she said to me This is no one's fault And you'll never lose my heart I tried so hard to see the reasons you'd come And complicate things, get out 'Cause you can't fix what's left In the rubble of my life here To see you laying there I remain emotionless and afraid It's the fight in me But still you remain there the same If you'd ask, you could save me But you're wearing me out It's the fight in me that's gone and I'm alone And I stayed with her 'til the break of dawn When she woke up and she looked me in the eye She said, "Don't be afraid, dear I'm gonna wait here for just a little while" Then she smiled and we cried Then she closed her eyes She was brave 'til the end I wanted us to dance along the waves It was hard to breathe You were taken from me It's the worst part of waking up Knowing I am here Knowing you are there All of this will fade away and your memory It's to see you laying there I'm afraid, emotionless I remain It's the worst part of waking up Knowing I am here Knowing you are there All of this will fade away, so your memory Is the best part of waking up