What's Up Fatlip?

Feeling downtrodden Fresh kid turned rotten I can't believe how naive that I've gotten Over the years seems like I'm getting dumber Reminiscing to a time when I was younger with a hunger Full of dreams, determination and self-esteem But now it seems they hesitate to be on my team You know the routine, when you winnin' they grinnin' All up in your face like they was with you from the beginning But on the flipside When you're washed up like a riptide Fools clown about how you slipped and let shit slide Beside the fact My voice is wack Clowns is running 'round, talk about I smoke crack Ain't got no homies that got my back Yeah I'm a brother but sometimes I don't feel black My girl is white My game ain't tight Niggers who ain't seein' me around be like "Dude, you a'ight?" Who am I kidding? Who am I fooling? When they be like "What's up FatLip?" And I say "Coolin'" Who am I kidding? Who am I fooling? When they be like "What's up FatLip?" And I say "Coolin'" Who am I kidding? Who am I fooling? When they be like "What's up FatLip?" And I say "Coolin'" Who am I kidding? Who am I fooling? When they be like "What's up FatLip?" And I say "Coolin'" Going like a sucker almost every day In the back of your mind you're probably thinking I was gay But naw, I'm just a bitch-ass nigger The type that get jacked up by the rich-ass nigger See, I've been loser just about all my life Type that tryin' to turn a ho into a housewife What do you expect? I give respect And feel for all hoes niggers keep in check Far from hard, emotionally scarred On Rico Boulevard I was regarded as a retard I make my self sick Get on my own nerves Immature, insecure, grown-up nerd Has-been MC on a label that's unstable Chopping Bliggy on the table Who am I kidding? Who am I fooling? When they be like "What's up FatLip?" And I say "Coolin'" Who am I kidding? Who am I fooling? When they be like "What's up FatLip?" And I say "Coolin'" Who am I kidding? Who am I fooling? When they be like "What's up FatLip?" And I say "Coolin'" Who am I kidding? Who am I fooling? When they be like "What's up FatLip?"