Everyday I wake, try not to get lost

Try to hear myself, try to be my own boss

See I got a problem with self-preservation

Everything is time and it's all I've been wasting

But not in the way you might think

I've been tryna swim here hope I never sink

Then my heart goes black and I'm back on the brink

Give it all I got then it's gone in a blink

Then the mayors drunk at a party and he tells me that I'm doing everything all wrong

I wanna disappear, drown in my beer but I just try to move on

I bend, I break

I bend, I break

I bend, I break

I bend, I break

Every night I sleep try to get a little rest

Try to dream sweet and forget I'm not the best

Cause I fight with myself all day like I'm crazy

And my mom keeps asking when they're gunna pay me

We all wanna make something last

Wanna live long but don't want to let it pass

And you can't hold on, shot gun blast

Give it all I got then it's gone in a flash

And the basement floods with tears and I can' t say where this went wrong

Tryna catch my breath, if I have some left

I'll tell you I'm not gone

I bend, I break

I bend, I break

I bend, I break

I bend, I break

You know ima smash it, burn trees to ashes

Cold on the highway, whatever comes my way

We roll today forever

You know ima smash it, burn trees to ashes

Cold on the highway, whatever comes my way

You know ima smash it, burn trees to ashes

Cold on the highway, whatever comes my way

I bend, I break

I bend, I break

I bend, I break

I bend, I break