Here I Go

I'm not one for fortunes Or wishing on a star And I've studied all the stories And what our chances are Then my heart starts beating faster And it makes this disaster worst by far Still here I go Oh here I go And I know all the motions The steps to every dance And I count cards at the table I never bet on chance I leave nothing to the Gods I know all the odds and even so Still here I go Oh here I go Why I don't know Oh here I go You're not some romantic You know, that's no surprise You're no good at small talk Or little loving lies I'm awkward, ungrateful And sometimes I'm hateful, as you know Still here we go Oh, here we go You know deep down, I'm a coward Afraid to let you in But the only thing more frightening Is to say "What might have been?" So here I go Oh, here I go And I love you so So here I go Oh here I go