Worry List

I'm tired and twisted, barely breathing, buried in the dark I'm could've been Don't be concerned, that's just the power of a breaking heart How good am I hiding it? I've got some bad intentions, guilty yeah I've been charged Still standing stable, more than able, 'cause I know who you are I know the birthdays, anniversaries, all the first days that I missed And I regret them all But now I know this I know that God exists, I held her in my arms I never knew I was able to ever feel this strong Take me off your worry list, it'll be better that way I'm doing fine and Ma, there's nothing we haven't talked about So take me off your worry list, just throw it away 'Cause she is what my life is about I might've been gone but I never walked out I've taken a thousand red-eyes to change your point of view Of what kind of man would take the trust you break and still follow through Well he's standing right here You may not show up It's the same gate 14 where honestly I'm just sick of calling your bluff And it's just embarrassing I nearly threw up While I'm trying hard to change the things I always screw up And at the top of my list This visitation is no relationship But I've got to make the best of it 'Cause I know I know that God exists, I held her in my arms I never knew I was able to ever feel this strong Take me off your worry list, it'll be better that way And I'm doing fine, look I've got plenty of friends around So take me off your worry list, just throw it away Well it's time to stand up on my own for her I'm packing it up And I'm coming I couldn't wait to finally pick my family up Everything was quiet, it was covered in snow But there's something wrong here Why is there nobody at home? I'm back in the driver's seat And I'm heading back home Yeah back to Texas, but on my own Take me off your worry list, it'll be better that way 'Cause I'm doing fine, look I've got plenty of friends around, yeah So take me off your worry list, just throw it away 'Cause it's time to stand up on my own for her I'm packing it up And I'm coming today 'Cause this is what your story's about I might have been gone but I never walked out I'm packing it up And I'm coming 'Cause is what your story's about My pretty little girl, can you figure it out? If it helps to know so there is no doubt Listen to the stories Not everything is glorious Some hurt, some love, some shout I fought the world and I lost that bout But you are what my life is about I might've been gone but I never walked out