It's So Hard

It’s so hard to watch yourself changing

So hard to see yourself standing still

Like praying for the sun when it’s raining

Getting burned when her rays touch your skin

As they spill through the clouds.

It’s so hard when you’re mistaken

So hard to be understood

All the rules that I thought to be breakin’

Were there for me to push

And to get tired trying.

And I know, that everything’s my fault,

‘Cause I made up the games that I’ve lost.