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I'm cold, I'm ugly I'm always confused by everything I can stare into a thousand eyes But every smile hides a bold-faced lie It itches, it seethes, it festers and breathes My heroes are dead, they died in my head Thin out the herd, squeeze out the pain Something inside me has opened up again Thoughts of me exemplified, all the little flaws I have denied Forget today, forget whatever happened Every day I see a little more of overall deficiencies I'm nothing short of being one complete catastrophe What the hell (the hell) Did I do to deserve all of this? What the hell (the hell) Did I do to deserve all of this? I save all the bullets from ignorant minds Your insults get stuck in my teeth as they grind Way past good taste, on our way to bad omens I decrease, while my symptoms increase God, what the fuck is wrong? You act like you knew it all along Your timing sucks, your silence is a blessing All I ever wanted out of you was something you could never be Now take a real good look at what you've fucking done to me What the hell (the hell) Did I do to deserve all of this? What the hell (the hell) Did I do to deserve all of this? (I haven't got time for the living) (I haven't got time for the living) Give me any reason why I'd need you, boy Give me any reason why I'd need you Give me any reason why I'd need you, boy Give me any reason not to fuck you up Give me any reason why I'd need you, bitch Give me any reason why I'd need you Give me any reason why I'd need you, bitch Give me any reason not to fuck you up I see you in me I see you in me I see you in me I see you in me I see you in me I see you in me I see you in me I see you in me I keep my scars from prying eyes, incapable of ever knowing why Somebody breathe, I've got to have an answer Why am I so fascinated by bigger pictures, better things? But I don't care what you think, you'll never understand me What the hell (the hell) Did I do to deserve all of this? What the hell (the hell) Did I do to deserve all of this? What the hell (the hell) Did I do to deserve all of this? What the hell (the hell) Did I do to deserve all of this? Fuck! Dilute Dilute