A Perfect World

I wonder if she exists The girl in my head The one I thought was you Until you shot me dead And I lay still on your bedroom floor I love every bridge Every bridge that I have burned Every lesson I have learned Every hater I have earned Sometimes I close my eyes And pretend nothing changed As far as I know I'm still in your sister's arms But then I snap right back and realize it's 2:45 And I never said goodbye I was afraid of your eyes After they set me on fire And I ran for my life I don't understand Now two years down the road This shouldn't feel the way it does I shouldn't have this heavy load In a perfect world You wouldn't mean a thing to me I wouldn't cringe every time I hear your voice Though I burned this bridge Your hook is stuck inside my cheek But even when you tug it fucked my mind On these sleepless nights I won't turn on the lights I'll do what's right I'll leave your life As long as you leave mine