Crash

It came – as you dreamt about your dream Of a time not long ago And you knew all that you know And it was easy You saw – things are not just as they seem When you close the world around you And the lies all felt so true and nothing mattered Cause the life that you had made Had grey of every shade but no one noticed Like the damage from the termites Stays hidden from the sunlight – until the fall And then – their angel faces cried They uncovered all the dirt As your hands delivered hurt The love was jaded Escaping from the scene With a rusted limousine in misted darkness No return address could ever fix the mess of the lives you traded You wake from the nightmare of your choices You want to go back home but the signal on the phone is always busy You show up at the door afraid of all the horror of your past You hesitate to knock – awaiting the unlocking of emotion You turn – cause you don't think you can face them To tell them that you're sorry This never was the story that you wanted told You couldn't see it coming When the lights were all so blinding and you lost control You haven't slept an hour Reviewing all the details of the day they died You didn't mean to do it You didn't mean to do it did you? You didn't mean to do it You didn't mean to do it did you? You didn't mean to do it You didn't mean to do it You didn't mean to do it You didn't mean to do it see less