Ennui

Been hiding out so long It feels like Real life's gone Just shadows on the wall How allegorical Ennui You know that you're killing me Everything I could be gets lost Just dust blown away Ennui Loosen your grip on me I'm tired Of boredom and apathy Our lives of borrowed time Been thieving Stealing mine Oh, every thought that's on my mind Has turned inside Turned inside Turned inside Oh, my Ennui You know that you're killing me Everything I could be gets lost Just dust blown away Ennui Loosen your grip on me I'm tired Of boredom and apathy Time fades away Even now I just wait Idle hands Saving face Grains of sand Gone to waste Deep inside Bathed in fear Are we all Dying here?