Just Yet

I felt nothing as it drained away

Later I felt absence

I felt the empty space

Self deception, such a dangerous weapon for me

Its not pretty

A damsel in distress

Don't let me romanticize the mess

Pity's not a party

Pity's no place to place your bets

I finally found a way

To give my doubt away

I finally found a way

Now nothing's in the way

Now I don't feel the weight

I felt nothing as it drained away

Later I felt absence

I felt the empty space

Self perfection, such a dangerous weapon for me

It's not pretty

So many things repressed

Don't let these thoughts die in your chest

Silence isn't sacred

Silent's no place to place your bets

Its not pretty

A damsel in distress

Don't let me romanticize the mess

Pity's not a party

Pity's no place to place your bets

I finally found a way

To give my doubt away

I finally found a way

Now nothing's in the way

Now I don't feel the weight