Heavy Gloom

I know all your flaws and most of your fears I haven't been home a lot in the last two years The constant absence from all my peers The vibration still steady inside my ears And I know you hate it, I always restate it But I'm still so frustrated 'cause I'm the one you cheated It cuts so much deeper Why would I wanna see her? Only had one beer And I don't wanna sleep here I hope you feel that heavy gloom When you're all done up in a crowded room And your life trips up over those shoes That you paid too much for but not in dues And I'll be watching from a distance Wouldn't wanna miss this Was it fake the whole time? Was it just instance? Man it's so personal yet it's business I want it to hit so close to home It cuts so much deeper Why would I wanna see her? Only had one beer And I don't wanna sleep here And I know you don't care You've made it so clear Swore I had no fear Not until you came near And how much does it cost To get you back here inside those clubs That you love so fucking much? Was I too harsh in my lament to you That I fell so out of touch? Back and forth because I can't understand how you Control all my lust and form the words on my tongue It cuts so much deeper Why would I wanna see her? Only had one beer And I don't wanna sleep here And I know you don't care You've made it so clear Swore I had no fear Not until you came near It cuts so much deeper Why would I wanna see her? Only had one beer And I don't wanna sleep here And I know you don't care