Backdraft

By the time you read this all I could be hanging at the end of my rope That you tightly wrapped around my throat You justify your cause with your pointless bullshit Flaws, go counting each and every one Pull the blade out when you're done You only lose your breath when you're drowning in it Blame yourself, then put me back together I know you'd rather see me in pain, But you can't have it both ways I know you never will Blame yourself, then put me back together I know you'd rather see me in pain, But you can't have it both ways I know you never will Blame yourself, then put me back together Hold me cannibal and test my faith No my life won't end in vain I know you never will By the time you hear my voice I could be screaming at the top of my lungs Exhausting everyone on my thoughts I know at some point this will all be over Time, this waiting drives me out of my mind I'll drink your poison, that's fine Every day to me is a constant struggle Blame yourself, then put me back together I know you'd rather see me in pain, But you can't have it both ways I know you never will Blame yourself, then put me back together I'm losing touch with the world Forced to live within my head I've lost trust in the world I'm setting fire to my own bed I wish everything would go away, would go away Would go away I wish everything would go away, would go away Would go away I wish everything would go away, would go away Would go away