I've got a list of bad habits.
I only want it cuz I know I can't have it.
There I go talkin' shit again.
It does me no good but it's fun to pretend.
I say a lot of things that I don't mean.
I'll put this bottle down after one more drink.
For the sex and the drugs,
I'd sell off my soul.
But the devil said you can't sell what's already been sold.
You think I give a fuck?
Ya, I tried that one once.
I gambled with my life and lost everything I love.
This is all I've got.
This is what I get.
I set myself up for a life of regret.
I'd take it back if I had the chance.
I wish I could explain every mistake.
It made me the man I am/hate today.
How can I make anyone proud when I let everyone down?
I can't shake this.
I can't fucking take it."
