Attention To Detail

Memorize every detail of the skyline When I burn out I want to remember this Maybe I'm lacking confidence But the problem isn't that It's that I could be young forever And when I see skies like these I feel small And I feel weak I thought with time Came improvement It still doesn't seem like I'm whole Can't be again If it turns out I never was Just give me something worth really remembering Something strong to ward off all the doubt in me What I have should be enough So why am I still breaking? I couldn't make this more obvious Can't turn it off So we're best when in motion Things seem grey I refuse to get over it We shouldn't have to accept how it happens Just because it's what it is (It's what it is) It's what it is And what I have should be enough I thought with time Came improvement It still doesn't seem like I'm whole Can't be again If it turns out I never was Just give me something worth really remembering Something strong to ward off all the doubt in me Am I the only one that sees others breaking? In myself I see the same thing In myself I've searched and found nothing It took a long time Too long to become aware Of what I thought of the world And what I thought of myself