Annabel Lee

This is not what I envisioned This is not the plan in store You helped my broken heartbeat But i dreamt of so much more So much more So much more! Bleh! I feel like she's been holding my head underwater You've shown me no mercy! And I dont think that I can hold on any longer Was it easy for you When you played me And my brother (Tell me how did it feel?) I'm drowning in double standards So please dismiss me from this disaster So hold me close Or just let me go! What the future holds I just don't know (I just dont know) And I finally have the guts to say Inconsistencies and contradicting tendencies are killing me I can't rid my mouth From the taste on the tip of my tounge I've been betrayed by the person I love Where did I go wrong? I can't rid my mind Of the person that you have become I gave my all for the person I love Where did we go wrong? So hold me close Or just let me go! What the future holds I just don't know (I just dont know) And I finally have the guts to say Inconsistencies and contradicting tendencies are killing me It just seems to me That after all that we've been through You'd care enough to be honest and open And not play me when my heart was broken It seems that I guessed wrong! And you played this game all along And I was just to blind to see That you were never intending to be with me Be with me! Be with me!! So tell me Tell me Was the love we had real? Was there any truth in your lies? So tell me Tell me How it make you feel Knowing I'm dead inside Without you in my life For you are the reason That my heart is beating And the only person who keeps me believing That my hopes and my dreams will one day prevail! I miss the love that I once knew so well Beaten and broken I'm torn from within I'd give it all up just to kiss you again! So take me back to where it all fell apart I'll spend my lifetime mending bridges I've burnt For one more night Lying under the stars I miss the days of holding you in my arms I know I said that I'd never forgive But for the person I love I'd do it all again! I'd do it all again! End