A Better Place (feat. Rekcahdam & Ashido Brown)

Still ain't sleeping at night What am I 'gon do? I bet that if I could sleep though, I'd probably dream about you And that's why I don't want to sleep; I've no mind left to lose These lyrics getting so hard to read; my artistry is my noose But I'm a win it all, independent of all these cynical critics If you ribbit, leap or fall Sick of all self-ridicule Got to get it all together even though we're not together anymore I've matured now, got the cure now Burned down every bridge; guess this, it turns out That she's burnt hers down long before I figured ours wouldn't work out So I'm sitting in this herb cloud As Earth turns round, my mind spins Where the fuck have I been? Been lost on an island of self-pity; it's quite grim Soul searching but no merchant Offers happiness or purpose; it's all worthless I'm so certain that I can cope with this hurt And I could always Kurt Cobain if nothing else works I'm just saying though I just want to chill at a steady pace Feel like I could kill just to get some space So, I'm 'gon build me a better place Yeah, I'm 'gon build me a better place Building and building I'll be feeling much better I just want something real Something realer than ever Yeah-yeah Yeah-yeah So, I'm 'gon build me a better place Yup, I'm 'gon build me a better place Is this life even worth it? All these strives that I'm working Every night 'til it's perfect It's not right less I'm certain But 'til life close the curtains I've got to cope with this hurting So I'ma smoke like a furnace Get wasted on purpose Cuff your girl if she flirting 'Cause I can cut like a surgeon Cuff your girl if she thirsting 'Cause I can fuck 'til she squirting Back to work, tuck my shirt in My emotions reverting To a state of recursion in a world of hate and disturbance When before I was burstin' With life, was it worth it? Isn't it quite concernin' that every night I'm conversin' With myself Soul searching but no merchant Offers happiness or purpose; it's all worthless I'm so certain that I can cope with this hurt And I could always Kurt Cobain if nothing else works I'm just saying though I just want to chill at a steady pace Feel like I could kill just to get some space So, I'm 'gon build me a better place Yeah, I'm 'gon build me a better place Building and building I'll be feeling much better I just want something real Something realer than ever Yeah-yeah Yeah-yeah So, I'm 'gon build me a better place Yup, I'm 'gon build me a better place Face to the sea and the sea to the stars Reach for the stars, my brother No need for the raws or the gars Just leap with the wings on your feet Sing to the beat Sling cocaine for your peep be meek cause it's good for the heart They got fiends in the streets in they car Fiending for the peace cause its hard to remember who you are when you're gone Hollywood, Hollywood And my ship don't sink tonight Can I follow my dreams and hollow the swallow of strings to build tomorrow's regime? The sorrow of living between the hype and flashing lights Passing before my sight, I'll never know everlasting life Life Like