Joshua

Joshua's a gemini

He broke my heart

Wish I was too preoccupied to fall apart

Certain he was God-sent

The sweetest sentences

Funny how my world could end in silence

Too naive to believe

His glow was all but fire

Too cold to get close to

So I loved him through the wires

He calloused my sweet dreams

Into sleepless nights

That was all until he vanished in time

Had to tell my mother when

She found my cold heart

Lying in a trash bin on our yard

All my friends are pessimists

But I find solace

Riding in your front seat till morning

It's late night at stoplights

You ask what's in my head

And I heard what you told me

But I change the subject

We ride past my address

The night a medicine

By the time it's the morning

My mind is quiet

It's late night at stoplights

You ask what's going wrong

But I'm a tired old liar

And I hum that Bonnie song

We ride on in silence

But I see you're catching on

By the time it's the chorus

You nod and sing along

There's a bitterness and a mellow sting

It was always in vain

Yeah, it was always in vain

And all the blood that we shed was only red

Never mind all of the romanticizing

Joshua's a gemini

He broke my heart

Wish I was too preoccupied to fall apart