Desperate Sinner

Why can't I let my prayers explain why I'm just feeling like this? And all my panic, enigmatic, I'm ecstatic to see The tides are slowly rising Anxiety will tell me when Open those flood gates, let the demons climb upon my brain My hesitation, desperation, expiration date My head is locked in motion My lungs inflate in solid fear My life is on the waiting list And I don't when I'm next My life is on the waiting list And I don't know when I'm next I hold my hands out to the judge I beg as the shackles shake My life is on the line And I kept crying all the time And I wake up The sun is shining I'm no longer whining I'm fine (He's fine) Just for a while And all my friends, this is the end I'm at the entrances of hell Won't you forgive my crimes, my sins My temperamental ways again And the judge said! My life is on the waiting list And I don't know when I'm next Whoa!