Dear Anxiety (feat. Nmbrnd)

Dear Anxiety why won't you get the fuck away from me I'm trynna fly but you just wanna clip my wings I wanna change myself but that don't mean a thing I fucking hate the past and all the pain it brings I'm insecure about myself but you can't tell They ask me how I'm doing I just tell em well I'm trapped inside my mind like it's a fucking cell I used to be an angel that's until I fell You make me seek approval from others I'm fucking loving the suffering got me cuddling demons and everynight I'm just hugging em sick and tired of fucking bugging And just acting like it's nothing becoming somebody HopeLess I'm acting like I ain't struggling really I'm fucking running and gunning so anyone trynna comfort me Don't cuz I'm jumping from it They say it's a long night Guess I'm on my own tonight And get through these lows of mine Will somebody pray for me just wait and see Cuz I can't fight these feelings Filling Up my Mind so I'm gone All because of you I'm down You hold me tight I hold you close so we won't make a sound Communication always harder when you come around You trynna focus on the past but you won't hold me down You acting like you had my back but you just held me back And if I ever get to leave then I ain't coming back The only time I get relief is when I'm on a track You make me not believe in me so now I'm falling back How the fuck Ima deal with you everyday I'm just feeling you I'm just trynna be real with you the attention I'm giving you isn't good for me isn't you happy that I be feeling blue I'm just tired of forgiving you find a way now I'm killing you everyday I'm just sinking I'm thinking of you what the fuck Ima do... What the fuck Ima do I'm just thinking of you They say it's a long night Guess I'm on my own tonight And get through these lows of mine Will somebody pray for me just wait and see Cuz I can't fight these feelings Filling Up my Mind so I'm gone I can't shake these demons Everyday I feel a way When I look into the mirror why I see your face, aye I know I can't keep running I just wanna run away I'm just hoping when I die I'll see a better place (Chasing me) A prisoner locked in his mind I've been jogging through life I've been lost all this time Questions of how who or why always run through my head Anxiety keeps creeping Creeping... creeping