Jake

I think about you all the time Jake How you were my age When the world took your body and soul Life wasn't what you planned it Or was it Did you want this life to be a short one Did you accomplish all you needed Or did the world leave you feeling defeated I could imagine little Jake's changing the world Her beautiful Brazilian hair, your deep blue eyes The one that gives all that hard earned money to a street fella who's broken and cold You are the one I love to hold on to For I know that you're on the other side Would you still be playing guitar Would you be proud of how I've come this far I don't know how I've done it without you I'm a black sheep in this home nest, I'm alone Jake I miss you I wish I could hug you That cross necklace still holds your fingerprints I never washed it And that stuffed puppy sits on my desk when I make music Several baths I cried I almost let myself drown Took a blade to my skin To ask God to take me instead of him And here I am Did you meet Jesus Is he real Did you get a mansion in the white hills Jake I miss you I hope you found all the things you could do for eternity I got too many tattoos of you I hope you always find what you're meant to do And it scares me knowing that Your heart was too thick Too thick to live Too hard to give I wish I could see you now and show you the man I met He's so damn good at being good to me Brother I'm not mad at you for leaving I bet you had bigger business I know you had purpose