Beyond You

If you were a baby I would take you and run I could hide you in the folds of my heart There's a truth in the madness that I can't get beyond And a fever that won't leave me alone I don't want my heart Don't want my head Don't want my friends Don't want my bed I can't live with myself I can't live with myself Can't take no help I try to want to But I can't get beyond you I will stare from the window At the shapes in the rain As the space between us drives me insane I can't live with myself I can't live with myself Can't take no help Don't want no one else If I was a child I would refuse to leave I would sit down on the street Kick my legs and scream I'm not much of a man But I know how I am I know this won't fade away I will pretend and be strong But I wonder where I belong And the feeling comes in waves A hole in my body, aching Like a heart dying A soul crying Exhausted and insecure Took all you have and I still want more So I reach out to hold you But all I do is hurt you Hurt you I can't live with myself I can't live with myself Can't take no help I try to want to But I can't get beyond you If I was a child I would take you and run And I say I don't know... But I know And I say I'll go You just spent the whole day Driving away