I Love You

She said 'I still love you' I still send you letters I'm not reading your words So why you love me better? She said 'I still love you' I still send you flowers But the perfume I knew I don't really matter Don't wanna be friends tho After all the shit I did along the line Just wanna be real now (real now, real now) Was a poison for you with the sweetest lies I just wanna be real now You were the first with the real love But I torn it up And ruined it like I wanted Yeah I lied to you and me (yeah, yeah, yeah) Rose The petal and the moth The victim and the cause I did my best to do the worst And repeat when you're Gone Close and yet alone Love or just a joke I cannot feel more wrong When I see sequels She said 'I still love you' I still send you letters I'm not reading your words So why you love me better? She said 'I still love you' I still send you flowers But the perfume I knew I don't really matter Trust my sens I can feel your self I don't want your sex I just want, you, sane Keep on lyin' And with no regrets Messin' with fakes In a year you dead, oh You really playing with the evil Though you feel it in your stomach For a second, you stare at your case After a minute you just in it Forgetting the past and present Losin' yourself in fake happiness Rose The petal and the moth The victim and the cause I did my best to do the worst And repeat when you're Gone Close and yet alone Love or just a joke I cannot feel more wrong Wrong, wrong She said 'I still love you' I still send you letters I'm not reading your words So why you love me better? She said 'I still love you' I still send you flowers But the perfume I knew I don't really matter