Reset

I wanna stop it all Tell myself I know I'm better when I'm not at all Nobody sees it, so they never tell me knock it off Maybe they're just not involved They're just standing outside of their huddle What's the point of playing when I know I'll fumble? It's me, myself, and I that gets in trouble But, um Bitch, I've been on ten since I turned ten A lot of rules to the game, but I learned them I broke them all and reversed them Tell myself I'm never gonna go at how I been off, that's the worst yet Locked doors, turning new ways out I heard they only turn to you because the truth's played out If I keep listening to demo with the storm layed down And not talk when the motherfuckers do spray ground Why do I feel like a reject When I know I got your respect? I wish I could stop, this a reset But I can't And why do I feel like a letdown? All I do is filled with self-doubt I wish I could call out for help now But I can't And I can't, and I can't So why do I feel like a letdown? I wish I could call out for help now But I can't Leave me alone This why I stay on my own They waiting to get in my zone Fuck what you've seen I keep it real, it's my raps Every word I say I mean Why do I got a problem inside? I gotta learn that I'm better than mine Also, my conscious is weighing my mind It's impossible, it's gonna eat me alive And I tell them all Gave a lot of nothing, came back yet Always cautious when I'd like my last back Pushing me, went past that Fuck it, nobody here's from my class Except I hope to God that this'll be my last breath I got a family back at home, and they need this change They been working way too long, so I'm gon' be this change If I gotta sell my soul or even lead these chains As the weight will ever be detained So what the fuck am I mad for? I throw my problems off of the backboard No rebound if it's needed, I'll pass more Your lose is a mass sore I'm getting all the shit that I have For when I'm down, I just look at the past more So tell me why So why do I feel like a reject When I know I got your respect? I wish I could stop, this a reset But I can't And why do I feel like a letdown? All I do is filled with self-doubt I wish I could call out for help now But I can't And I can't, and I can't So why do I feel like a letdown? I wish I could call out for help now, but I can't They tell me I can't, tell me off But I don't know They tell me I can't grow up I know it's hard to So why do I feel like a letdown? All I do is filled with self-doubt I wish I could call out for help now But I can't