Too Close

I live inside a catacomb entombed with all my fears, I look over my shoulder catching up are all my years, I think I'm going crazy and my minds not thinking clear I Wish you'd leave me tortured like I have tortured you over years Leave me alone I'm a walking disaster If I were you I wouldn't get to close You're better off if you go better stay clear, The ones I love are the ones that I hurt the most, don't get to close Cause Its not you it is me I cannot make sense of the state that I'm in I'm a wreck you agree I'm a hazard to myself and those around I hate to show this side of me that no one knows I think I'm Fine but I am damaged,I'm not fine I knowing that I have damaged you Leave me alone I'm a walking disaster If I were you I wouldn't get too close, You're better off if go better stay clear, The ones I love are the ones that I hurt the most, get too close Lying to myself that I don't need your help I need attention Lying to myself that I don't need your help I'm Better off without it you'll be better off without me to My cell I go I'm better left for dead your better off Without me I'll be better off without you Leave me alone I'm a walking disaster If I were you I wouldn't get to close You're better off if you go better stay clear, The ones I love are the ones that I hurt the most Why am I afraid to face the truth I don't know I don't know why Lately I wish I was someone else But I'm here left to code I'm Scared