Dead

Behind closed doors Under the gun I've been lost in a story And it's written in blood But it's not to late For it to change (So step up!) And step away from the pen and the page Oh, please don't turn your back on me I'm still falling you keep looking away It's killing me that I was so careful but I still can't sleep from the scars you leave, so I'll say I'm alive when I'm dead inside and I Hide from the things that I fear If I wake up Believe me I'll never be able to take it from here, no I am stuck in my mind Losing all thought, what's it feel like to feel? I'm not alright, I'm trapped in fire with nowhere to hide Every step I take just takes another piece of me And I cannot find any peace But even now I've come to believe in this pain Are you okay? (Ah!) Are you okay? (Ahh!) I'm here for you Are you even listening? That's it for me Cause I'm to blame So when it's time to let go I won't ever change Please don't turn your back on me I'm still falling you keep looking away Its killing me that I was so careful But I still can't sleep from the scars you leave, so We say we're alive when we're dead inside and we Hide from the feelings at heart We hold tight But love won't live forever I never was able to keep us from falling apart (Don't say that) Don't you know what it does to me? (You said that) You would never stop loving me But I'll never let it sink deep enough I'll just keep trusting you there's nothing I can do (Don't say that) Don't you know what it does to me? (You said that) You would never stop loving me But I'll never let it sink deep enough I'll just keep trusting you there's nothing I can do Please don't, don't turn Don't turn your back on me (There's nothing I can do) Please don't, don't turn Don't turn your back on me But you turned your back on me I kept falling and you just looked away It killed me even though I was careful Now I'll never sleep again from these scars Why do we say we're alive when we're dead inside We hide from the things in our head We won't wake up Believe me I'll never be able to cope with the thought... Why do we say we're alive when we're dead inside And we hide from the things in our head We won't wake up Believe me We'll never be able to cope with the thought that we're dead