Toxins

I'm pouring toxins out my veins When I walk they give me space My brain indecision, don't know what mood I'm gon' be today When I rage She upset with me She don't know what to say She think I changed, I'm the same nigga but it's a different day So get away from me I'm on my own, now Know you can't stand to see Me on yo phone Know I was built to be All on my own now When you come back to me I'll be 10 toes down They riding my wave They copy they paste Can't hold me I can't erase All of the pain I'm holding Inside my brain I'm weak and afraid Of showing My backpedal ways I don't wanna change I'm throwing All of this away, like I always do It's really nothing new, it's my fault I got used to you The lies are true, I wish I knew How to correct my changing moods But i'm a nuisance Screws are loose and I been losing track of you So recently, you got an attitude the fuck is up with that I'm feeling Weef the way i'm calling you and asking where you at You miss a day, you fade away, but you always be coming back Like i'm on call, and she tap, she only here to bust her back like She coming over in the night time I know her problems n she know mine She meant to call him misdirect line We feeling indifferent in the red light I'm pouring toxins out my veins When I walk they give me space My brain indecision, don't know what mood I'm gon' be today When I rage She upset with me She don't know what to say She think I changed, I'm the same nigga but it's a different day So get away from me I'm on my own, now Know you can't stand to see Me on yo phone Know I was built to be All on my own now When you come back to me I'll be 10 toes down Just cut me open I'm void of all emotion And lost within the moment I'm drifting in the ocean A loss of melatonin Awake and there's no coping It's so easy to give up once you get used being broken I don't wanna love, because it's difficult Got my money up, problems are minuscule I don't wanna trust, I want the antidote You giving up on us, we're better separate though I had a bitch break me once but that's really all I needed Lock my heart up, throw away the key the love ain't worth it fleeting I ain't been the same, everyone can say it but you need the pain Growth initiated from the pressure that weighs on your brain I'm held captive by my old ways Always suffering the same fates Haven't been outside in 4 days I don't really think that I can change up I'm pouring toxins out my veins When I walk they give me space My brain indecision, don't know what mood I'm gon' be today When I rage She upset with me She don't know what to say She think I changed, I'm the same nigga but it's a different day So get away from me I'm on my own, now Know you can't stand to see Me on yo phone Know I was built to be All on my own now When you come back to me I'll be 10 toes down