I Love/Hate Myself

I can't sleep, I've been staying up for weeks Watching movies on my screen, total silence where I'm at But I'm praying for better days All I want is some new friends, and I love the attention Switch my mood, it always blends But I'm praying for better days Love my clothes, I love myself I did all this by myself, I don't need nobody else But I'm praying for better days Sick of living life this way, why can't I just find a way? Everything it seems so fake, but I'm praying for better days Can't control me, cannot stop Bet you're missing me a lot Poison headed for the top Why can't God give me a break? Every choice I'll ever make, every road I'll ever take Hope it's ready for my sake, 'cause I'm praying for better days I can't sleep, I've been staying up for weeks Watching movies on my screen, total silence where I'm at But I'm praying for better days All I want is some new friends, and I love the attention Switch my mood, it always blends But I'm praying for better days Love my clothes, I love myself I did all this by myself, I don't need nobody else But I'm praying for better days Sick of living life this way, why can't I just find a way? Everything it seems so fake, but I'm praying for better days