Written Better Rhymes

I really just wasn't in the mood that night You know it's crazy what people will do out of habit I tensed up and teared up, what a sight I couldn't tell you why I felt so tragic I keep finding myself in new places, new countries, new states Looking for something that I can come home to and call my babe And we both know that I will have to leave After a whole year of distance, could it ever really be the same? And I tried to tell you, but instead I told you in Spanish So you couldn't understand, so I couldn't feel embarrassed I sang a song directly to you, but you didn't get it And it wasn't even mine, I've written better rhymes, but I just couldn't say it And I have known this before on a smaller scale So I can barely imagine how this time will make me feel Inventing, recording, replaying scenarios in my head And maybe I'm crazy, but lazy, can i just stay with you instead And I tried to tell you, but instead I told you in Spanish So you couldn't understand, so I couldn't feel embarrassed I sang a song directly to you, but you didn't get it And it wasn't even mine, I've written better rhymes, but I just couldn't say it You said babe talk to me, I said don't look at me Don't make me cry in front of you first I said let's go to sleep, you said don't be afraid of me Baby, you're only just making it worse And I tried to tell you, but instead I told you in Spanish So you couldn't understand, so I couldn't feel embarrassed I sang a song directly to you, but you didn't get it And it wasn't even mine, I've written better rhymes, but I just couldn't say it