Halve-Life

I was on the brink Barely skating by Soul was not in sync, wouldn't dare to make it right Holding on to cycles I could not focus on design With thoughts so hopeless on my mind my heart got broken over time I guess I focused too much effort on some opening's that never come I spit out oceans I don't want but It takes two gross to buy my targets Half of this, and half of that I'mma blame in there, I'mma fight this back All these arrows point to me I'mma hang in there 'til the ice gets cracked Look it's part-time like Moses It's hard to battle psychosis I know depth, I'm outta my oceans I grow best at fighting my own sense I pretend, I pretend But my love has never been endless Fuck this limits, I got limits Who am I without my whole image I don't know, but time won't tell, as I grow older I find more ills But I feel closer to my whole self so I'm less concerned if the rhymes don't sell Look, its true The looks don't matter into but I need some room, don't gaslight me I don't want these patterns that loom Just give me half and let me have my peace Show me what you have, and I'll show you half that Nothing notable, please don't pull my mask back There always is a vast gap between my goals and facts, yeah I'll fall before the last lap, going lalalalalalala See, I'm the type to do a little and then think I did a lot Moving halfway down the rainbow, though, won't let you get the pot Yo, they say the world's a stage, and that the play obeys the clock I can improvise my lines, s'long as I don't forget the plot Or maybe fuck it I should flip the script, and rip it up, forget this shit But risking it is frightening, scared that I can't commit for shit Daydreaming bout being a better person is a sedative I'm at the point where anything but action is irrelevant So fuck my rhetoric, that shit be never working inwards I'll pretend I tried my best I lie, but I remember all the energy I put inside my fight before I mince words So, if I can't reach the finish line, then why don't I surrender Though, I doubt that I could do that right, too I will reach a half point using half my IQ What an asinine move Half the man that I knew Sipping from a cracked half empty glass that I use Show me what you have, and I'll show you half that Nothing notable, please don't pull my mask back There always is a vast gap between my goals and facts, yeah I'll fall before the last lap, going lalalalalalala I squib kick my bad habits now they back and they better Scribbled doodles on the quarterlies and act like they clever I'm on my John Wayne pow-pow, the long-range pow-wow king Everything I disavowed I'll sing For you it's simple there's a plan And there's a follow through the capture Lost in translation had to follow through the captions But we bonded through the rations felt like actual kings This is more to me and you than just a tag we can ring Up, what, upchuck PBJ with the crusts off Trying to talk business who could say "what's an updawg?" Hehehe, gottem Scraping from the bottom If the Suicide Squad would try to escape from out of Gotham Who could stop them A rich white dude, probably, huh I bet the cabin I just might do molly, huh Put my heart in it I bite through Kali-Ma We on our own, shit we might as well own this spot Show me what you have, and I'll show you half that Nothing notable, please don't pull my mask back There always is a vast gap between my goals and facts, yeah I'll fall before the last lap, going lalalalalalala