Fall Apart

I don't wanna feel alone today, I don't I don't wanna feel me ohhh I wanna get out, I'm running Feels so cold I'm running It's torture I'm in in hell right now (You're never gonna find me) Call out my name right now (You're never gonna hear me) Where the hell are you right now You dont wanna talk right now Oh I don't wanna feel alone today I don't I don't wanna feel me ohhh Clock is ticking there's no perfect timing But the time you left me was perfect timing Cause pressure only make diamonds Led me to the key, to keep finding But I'd be lying if I said I wanted to keep trying back then Put the blame on me like it's my fault Why is it always my fault? Fall apart twice a day Fighting demons everyday Hate me today, my heads in the cloud, drowning in thoughts, either way Find a way, I will never let you take that away Feeling afraid, feel like my skins breaking away I feel my face melting away Drag me into this hell pit, trust me I can feel it I'm the messiah of my soul, but today I can't heal it Can't take it no more, I have no strength, no amount of love will help, no matter the length No matter the tangible things you have to give me, soul will always be filled up with hate (Fuck) So make me fall apart This is just the start Dreams become nightmares when you're in it I even held onto this pain for you, you made me fall I need to feel real from you for me to feel at all I don't wanna feel alone today, I don't I don't wanna feel me ohhh I don't wanna fight no more I don't wanna cry no more