Falling Apart

When people came to see me, they didn't see shit Tubes inside of my head, pushing the blood from within Someday I'll feel better, I hope I won't be afraid to Kill time like I used to, now I'm just terrified of you Let me fall apart again I'm scared of the people Let me fall apart again 'Cause life is kind of meaningless Let me fall apart again I'm scared of the people Let me fall apart again 'Cause life is kind of meaningless I've been twisted and torn by the speed of the days Sometimes I wish I was born light years away Far away from this shitshow, the people dying around me My grandma terminally ill, stuck in Parkinson's disease A foot on the cliff The other one out in the void I don't want to break down Again, again, again, again Again Let me fall apart again I'm scared of the people Let me fall apart again 'Cause life is kind of meaningless Let me fall apart again I'm scared of the people Let me fall apart again 'Cause life is kind of meaningless Let me fall apart again I'm scared of the people Let me fall apart again 'Cause life is kind of meaningless