Life

The life that I've been thru Make you think about what's in you All that pain and the drug use Make you think what you worth too Life ain't no Nintendo game Thinking about all the games I've played All the stuff that I've been thru Make you think about what's in you Make you think about your worth too Do I even deserve to Take another breath above dirt The life that I've been thru I take a A minute to myself and just think about it All the hard times that made me feel weak and doubted Those the same times that made me What I am today But lately Thinking That I was worthless Feeling like I had no purpose Do you know what that feel like The irony of making it home from war alive Just to die inside know what that feel like Who can I get help from when I have no problem How can I give love when I can't love myself Going thru different women to fill that void I just want the pain to stop I close my eyes and still see gunshots The crookiness In cops gotta stop fam got pop by a cop All we got is a hashtag I Remember back in Baghdad Mortars going off left & right It Sound like soldiers marching My mind nascar racing Anxiety attacking my mind What's real yo I feel like a yo-yo Being pulled by a string I pop another pill What happening to me What happening to me The life that I've been thru Make you think about what's in you All that pain & the drug use Make you think what you worth too Life ain't no Nintendo game Thinking about all the games I've played All the stuff that I've been thru Make you think about what's in you Make you think about your worth too Do I even deserve to Take another breath above dirt The life that I've been thru Want it to Fade away Back to square one I smoke another blunt It help me numb the pain Gotta face it one day But won't be today I take another shot Feeling I got shot I touch my body as if I was bleeding Then I wake up My mind messed up So many things to conquer I think I'm overwhelmed Well over my head My cup run'eth over Can't wait till it's over In the words of drake It ain't never over This styrofoam cup I pour it up over I hug my daughter This life is crazy I did a lot dirt Karma please don't get to me I got three I gotta feed Every night on my knees Thinking about the times in them stores guns to niggas faces I wanted the cash at all cost Didn't care if it was your life It took dog Forgive lord I was lost I was lost The life that I've been thru Make you think about what's in you All that pain and the drug use Make you think what you worth too Life ain't no Nintendo game Thinking about all the games I've played All the stuff that I've been thru Make you think about what's in you Make you think about your worth too Do I even deserve to Take another breath above dirt The life that I've been thru Life ain't no Nintendo game Thinking about all the games I've played All the stuff that I've been thru Make you think about what's in you All that pain and the misuse Make you think what you worth too Life ain't no Nintendo game Thinking about all the games I've played The life that I've been thru