Lookin' Back

Got a lotta shit that's going on I been dealing with it all I been building, getting stronger They ain't ever leaving me alone Always calling up my phone Asking for the bankroll I just had to leave my own city Got my family on the phone telling me they all miss me I ain't coming back until I'm on though I ain't looking back, no Never looking back, no I had to give up who I love just to get what I love Have you ever felt the feeling When you know everybody watching everything you do Tryna see if you really got enough I know I'm gon' break through I just pray to God that I don't give up I'm feeling so thankful but also feeling unstable I know this shit is finally close I hope that I'm finally able To do the shit I been waiting for All these years that I been praying for I can't ever lose myself Only thing I'm in danger for All the fast cars and the big house All the shit I see in my mind It's too easy getting too lost In all the shit I'm seeing online You can hear the pain in my voice Give it everything that I got Hope they love me for who I am Not for everything that I'm not C'mon Got a lotta shit that's going on I been dealing with it all I been building, getting stronger They ain't ever leaving me alone Always calling up my phone Asking for the bankroll I just had to leave my own city Got my family on the phone telling me they all miss me I ain't coming back until I'm on though I ain't looking back, no Never looking back, no I been through a lot See myself being at the top The life I'm living crazy All the money, liquor, ladies I can't ever let it get the best of me 'Cause one fall gon' be destiny I know they watching me close Waiting 'til I lose what's meant for me I always gotta stay in control I know the world we live in so cold I did a lot and I came so far A lotta things still got me scarred But I'm won't look back now It's already done so man up It ain't about how deep you fall It's all about how you stand up, yeah The life I live Voice inside gotta make me think Will you risk everything that you got Tryna make it all up to the top? I'm ready now, it's a long road It's too late, I can't back out Take lead, I won't ever fold If you built strong, you won't break down, yeah Got a lotta shit that's going on I been dealing with it all I been building, getting stronger They ain't ever leaving me alone Always calling up my phone Asking for the bankroll I just had to leave my own city Got my family on the phone telling me they all miss me I ain't coming back until I'm on though I ain't looking back, no Never looking back, no