Different

There's a hole in my stomach and my heart And I don't know how to fill it I let you go, though we're only a couple miles apart Yet I don't know where you're livin' 'Cause all you ever said to me, "I don't live far" Too far away to hold, but close enough to scar And damn, it's been a few But do I still miss you Wish you and I were different Too late for me to miss your touch 'Cause now you're way too distant But close enough to mess me up I'm holding onto something And I don't know what it is Wish you and I were different 'Cause together we're too different to exist Spent lonely nights with lonely people I don't know Just so I can let you go, but it ain't working I miss your eyes and that you were the life of all of my parties Touching your soul and caressing your body when you were hurting I miss when we were driving, driving in your car Now I still don't have a licence, but a broken heart And damn, it's been a few But do I still miss you Wish you and I were different Too late for me to miss your touch 'Cause now you're way too distant But close enough to mess me up I'm holding onto something And I don't know what it is Wish you and I were different 'Cause together we're too different to exist I've been tryin' to let you go I've been tryin' to let you go, nah, nah, nah I'm tryin' to let you go I've been tryin' to let you go, nah, nah, nah I'm tryin' to let you go I'm tryin' to let you go, nah, nah, nah I'm tryin' to let you go 'Cause together we're too different to exist Wish you and I were different Too late for me to miss your touch 'Cause now you're way too distant But close enough to mess me up I'm holding onto something And I don't know what it is Wish you and I were different 'Cause together we're too different to exist