VIVID VICE (from "Jujutsu Kaisen")

Can't contain the climax of my life, oh, so twisted Feeling the surface tension start to rise As it tightens up, tearing me apart Can't help but scream out in anger Stirring up the silence you've held Such is this hidden nature, full of hatred as it's unveiled Balancing on a fraying rope Will you just hold your breath while you just pray and hope? Or will you take a chance, run before it snaps? Either way, the choice is all just another trap (Trust in yourself, follow your heart) I will not return, I won't regret the choice I made I will change this world as we know it Even if the hidden truth I find is harsh It's so stained in disaster, the world is full wrath and hate I will tame all the sins that bloat it To find the voice that I can hear within my heart I'll mimic a heartless song And await the ruthless gong (Starting to sense the filth that taints my soul, once so vacant) (Feeling my ring of shame that kept control start to break apart) Carefully walking the line that separates the wrong from the right Feelings I tried to confine pummel into it as they collide Watching the castle debris as it shakes Should I embellish it still, pretend it's all okay? Can I be the judge of the depths that we're in? Can I be the one to guide us away from sin? (Just look up high, open your eyes) We cannot return, it's just two sides that make a whole Now the future's cloudy and tangled But I will be the one who turns it all around I'll keep fighting a blaster of evil, corrupting the soul I will never let our fate be gambled Until I cut off all the grief that weighs us down Then I'll finally rest my soul Understand the lies we're told And destroy the causeless flow Fighting to a hopeless draw