Not Exactly Happy.

Vision Um, okay so This song is about I don't even know, like How I've been feeling lately Haha That sounds so stupid It's like I'm not sad But, I'm not like happy either I'm just kinda like I don't know Indifferent About everything But it's a good thing, I think I hope you like it As of late I can't feel a thing And I don't know if that's a bad thing If that's a bad thing But as of late I don't know what I'm feelin' But this feelin' isn't happy Not exactly All this hurt, around me Can't relate cause I don't feel no pain Nothing at all I let these words Surround me, can't complain Cause I just feel the same It's like nothing is wrong As of late I can't feel a thing And I don't know if that's a bad thing If that's a bad thing But as of late I don't know what I'm feelin' But this feelin' isn't happy Not exactly Look, this is raw instincts I haven't thought it out I barely feel at all But I don't block it out I'm indifferent often And they all could tell That my heart is cold It needs thawin' out Nothin' phases me Sometimes I wish it may I get so frustrated that I don't feel pain Maybe I'm insane Cause how I was raised But to be honest Wouldn't want it any other way My mind goes in circles like a figure eight You in a different rink And wearin' different skates We are not the same See my hands are filthy And you're worried 'bout lookin' at a dirty sink I'm from a place where they all so fake Won't even peep your lines until you offer bait But don't bother, can't alter my conscious state And now I'm gone and it's all to late As of late I can't feel a thing And I don't know if that's a bad thing If that's a bad thing But as of late I don't know what I'm feelin' But this feelin' isn't happy Not exactly All this hurt, around me Can't relate cause I don't feel no pain Nothing at all I let these words Surround me, can't complain Cause I just feel the same It's like nothing is wrong As of late I can't feel a thing And I don't know if that's a bad thing If that's a bad thing But as of late I don't know what I'm feelin' But this feelin' isn't happy Not exactly Haha So yeah Um, that's pretty much it That's how I feel Kinda I hope some of y'all can relate to that Thank you for listening