What's Behind These Walls Is Something You Will Never Understand

Here by your door Waiting patiently to find you I made a big mistake and there's a price to pay I think about your soft lips everyday Wipe those tears, I hate to see you cry I filled my emptiness with dread Now all my demons want me dead Oh please don't turn away You promised me you'd stay We're falling to pieces now Our fragile hearts, they break as they drop to the floor Don't fall to your knees for me Can you forgive and forget? And we'll leave this all behind Don't turn your back on me, love 'Cause you know I can't save myself This isn't me (this isn't me) What have we done? (what have we done?) What have we done now? Oh darling, I see you reaching out your hand again Don't be so conflicted, I'm fighting a monster that I can't escape, what don't you understand? There's something in my mind you can't redeem me now I think I've gone insane I can't control myself My eyes keep looking back on days you weren't so far away We're falling to pieces now Our fragile hearts they break as they drop to the floor Don't fall to your knees for me Can you forgive and forget? And we'll leave this all behind Open your eyes I can't wait any longer 'cause I'm longing to see you again Don't hold me back now 'Cause I'm sealing this nightmare, but I fear that it's just begun Your knife against my throat Is begging to take my breath away (Take it away) Does the blood make you tremble as you're losing your grip on me? 'Cause this is not how we're meant to be This is not how we're meant to be