powerless

Yet again, Wanna go, run away from myself Overthinking about my part in all of this Wonder when I learn how to cope with myself Or not? How long will it last? If I'm already dead from emotions This reminds me of my past Don't even ask, I'm already anxious We're getting through the night But I choose to be alone Even though you're by my side I'm powerless Giving it up another night Tellin' myself another lie I'm hiding it all from your eyes I don't wanna get into a fight so I'm Giving it up another night Tellin' myself another lie I'm hiding it all from your eyes I don't wanna get into a fight so I, I, I, I don't wanna get into a fight so I'm Yeah I've tried Putting my feelings on the shelf And I can't be left alone with the thought of you Thinking why I feel so starstruck around you But i don't mind How long will it last? If I'm already dead from emotions This reminds me of my past Don't even ask, I'm already anxious We're getting through the night But I choose to be alone Even though you're by my side I'm powerless Giving it up another night Tellin' myself another lie I'm hiding it all from your eyes I don't wanna get into a fight so I'm Giving it up another night Tellin' myself another lie I'm hiding it all from your eyes I don't wanna get into a fight so I, I, I, I don't wanna get into a fight so I, I, I, I don't wanna get into a fight so I'm I'm so freaking tired I can't help it Can I have you to hold myself? I'm so freaking tired I can't help it Can I have you to hold myself?