Old Noisy Friend

I woke up sick Yearning and thirsty Looking back Shameful and sorry For all the lies I've once believed Those days are gone, I know But still I'm lost, dreadful and bitter I always thought, prideful but young I'll never need love or anyone Now by myself, I bite my tongue For all the pain that I have done I'm some old noisy friend I wish I was somebody else, I wish I was somebody else, I just need some sleep, Some room to breathe Do I wish every sins forgiven now Those days are gone, I know But still I'm lost, shameful and bitter Fallen from grace, I'm Babylon On my knees and outnumbered I always thought, prideful but young I'll never need love or anyone Now by myself, I bite my tongue For all the joy I've left undone I'm some old noisy friend I wish I was somebody else, I wish I was somebody else, I just need some sleep, Some room to breathe Do I wish every sins forgiven now I pray for grace to be revealed For my fearful heart to be set free From His peace I could be healed I'm on my knees... For my fearful heart to be set free Must believe, must believe Those days are gone I know, But still I'm lost, mournful and bitter For all the tears I've fed my soul On my knees, faded whisper For enemies who called me brother And left me on my knees For every time I failed myself On my knees, on my knees For accusers dressed as lovers Who got me on my knees For every time I betrayed my vows On my knees, on my knees Those days are gone I must believe On my knees, on my knees